I now attend TLM more often than not on a Sunday and providentially on the Assumption I had a meeting nearby so could go there again. I do understand Latin but I know what you mean about the language - not hearing words (TLM has lots of silence) or not hearing them in your language makes you focus differently. I focus so much more strongly at the TLM, I follow every gesture and action - you have to, so you know where things are up to - and somehow it makes the whole thing so much more devotional.
I now attend TLM more often than not on a Sunday and providentially on the Assumption I had a meeting nearby so could go there again. I do understand Latin but I know what you mean about the language - not hearing words (TLM has lots of silence) or not hearing them in your language makes you focus differently. I focus so much more strongly at the TLM, I follow every gesture and action - you have to, so you know where things are up to - and somehow it makes the whole thing so much more devotional.